. Decompostion Beauty //--

Wednesday, February 25, 2009 11:53 AM

With my mom, a cap full was already too strong for me! Yesterday was the first time in 2 weeks that i didn't see him. Haha i ate honeydew and remembered him. Damn it. :( but i slacked the whole of yesterday, it felt good. :)

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Thursday, February 19, 2009 11:15 PM

Recently, i've had the habit of making my lips paler. Heard it was supposed to make you look manly. Haha. He just treated me to cake. He said its the first time buying a cake for anyone. :) And i treated him to coffee. So we shared a cake and coffee. I was happy. But then i heard that someone was coming to bugis, he didn't want her to see me. Am i being a bother? I think the ending that i'm wishing for won't come. As much as i would like it too. I can't compare, i'm boyish, not sexy, not cool, and young. And no matter how close we are, he will never come close to crossing that boundery.

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009 11:17 PM

On the way home from work. He came to see me. I was super happy, but i'm drowning in depression. Spoken words are messing with my thoughts. I hope seeing him again tomorrow straightens up everything. And hope that she doesn't spill the beans. Its fast how happiness can fluctuate in to depression in the matter of seconds.

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Thursday, February 12, 2009 4:59 PM

OMG, i got bloody scammed by some old guy! Was made to buy a pen for, what 2.50. Said it was for a good cause, bloody hell yea. Damn. My money.

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Saturday, February 07, 2009 2:01 PM

OKONOMIYAKI~~

went out with evon yesterday =D

went to her workplace to eat. hahah the food's not bad.

but there is so many other dishes i wanna try!!!!

Evon the moron XD

CHEEZYYYY POTATO! <3

and her work place was FREEZING COLD! i swear.

and after so long, i finally ATE OKONOMIYAKI! so happy~

but i was soooo full after that! and i still wanted katsu curry rice and RAMEN.

oh!

and her colleagues said i was handsome =D

and wanted my number XD

LOL <3

in FCUK's DRESSING ROOM.

WHAT AM I DRINKING AGAIN?!?!?!??! ICE VENTI GREEN TEA LATTE WITH WHIPPED CREAM

GOT MY WHITE EARPHONES!!!!!!!!!!

(undergoing personalizationnnnnnnn)

TAHDAAHHHHH!!! STAR EARPHONES!

STAR BELT! STAR EARPHONES!

and.... self obession XD

and Mark my dear, its called narssism =D

missing an idiot right now.

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Sunday, February 01, 2009 2:10 AM

Its like 2 in the morning. I'm just sitting under my block. I don't feel like going home, i just want to enjoy the cool night air. Because tears are burning hot trails, and i'm fucking depressed. I always knew my likes were extreme. I knew it wouldn't work out. All this while, i have always known. But i still let myself get away with my thoughts. The higher you climb, the harder you fall. I have lost my wings. I'll feel better in the morning. So just for this moment, let me stay like this.

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