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Tuesday, October 28, 2008 2:26 PM

Haha its that time of year again. 


Where its rush hour for the whole day.... Its art rushing period. I hope i make it in time. 



Been really stressed, my period even came what, two plus weeks earlier? And cramps are at its strongest now. 



I'm breaking apart. And i just need that one sentence of encouragement, just one line that would reassure me that everything will go fine. 

Only from her.
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Bitter coffee.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 11:05 AM

I have learnt to drink coffee without the sugar, and somehow it doesn't taste as bitter as it did before. 
It is because i'm falling deep? Or because i'm heartbroken.
But i still have to buck up. I've got dreams to work hard for. 
I'm gonna prove myself worthy for her. I want to see her after all of this is over. In the end, i think even though i'm being ignored, i still really like her. I'm in love with her.

You thief.
12:06 AM

Return what you have stolen from me, or give me yours in return. I can't keep living without a heart....
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Sunday, October 19, 2008 7:41 PM

I'm still very much sick, but there's still alot thats needed to be studied... I'm gonna pick up the pace, and race towards am a1 for my sciences. There is still alot that i want to say to her, to tell her, but that'll wait for after o'levels. I really want to tell her what my heart truly feels, but i'm going to really put my all into studying now. :)
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Saturday, October 18, 2008 10:39 PM
Half an hour of my life.
short break.

Got half an hour to blog =)
life has been... worrying.

Been so stressed over exams, or partially.
and depressed over a certaint matter. (as some of you know)
Therefore have fallen sick.

pending fever, now showing signs of flu.
i hope i get well enough for O's.

and if i'm not stressed enought for my studies,
ART has been really weighing on my shoulders.
i've got to really buck up.

so far things seems so gone for a dip in the deep end,
but i'm really trying to get depression out of my head,
and really trying as much as possible to focus on my work.

Chemistry's been looking for the better. =)
i'm tutioring Jiaping tomorrow, and i'd better get more mole done too.
i've got no time to worry about her,
though she's the last thing i think off before i sleep,
and the first think i think of when i wake.

i'm gonna keep updating for the next few days,
short picture posts from my phone.
so keep reading my darlings.

=)

my hair got cropped really short,
i hope they let me into the exam court, though its really unsightly. =(
i'm never letting that hair dresser touch my hair EVER AGAIN.
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Monday, October 13, 2008 11:34 PM

I've been opening and closing my handphone so much that its gonna detach from its hinges. All for one sms. Just what is my problem...?

Studying.
9:20 PM

But not a moment passes without me thinking of her. Still missing her till now. I hope she replies me soon. I'm missing her alot. I'm so sorry.
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Empty. Without you.
Sunday, October 12, 2008 1:01 AM

I don't think i can deny it anymore. Not when you're running through my head, staining my thoughts. Engraving your initials on my heart. I can't say i dislike that you are every where. I spot you in a crowd, smell your scent in the air, your smile in the sky. I think i might like you, seriously without a doubt.
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Wazza fark am i doing!?
Monday, October 06, 2008 6:18 PM

I'm supposed to be STUDYING DAMN IT!

Ohcha. Wo nomi masu
5:46 PM

STILL FUCKING DOING MATH (and drinking tea, but thats besides the point). I'm gonna change to biology now i guess. Haha. WEDNESDAY IS CHAPEL, I WILL DO MY BEST .\( ^ 0^)/

GOOD MORNING!
12:17 PM

Ohayo! ( > w<) look at the freak shit math mess i have on my table. Did math till late, didn't sleep well either. I slept the kind of half sleep sleep. Lol. Then when i FINALLY fell asleep, my shit ass alarm went off. Oh well... Shall go download some new songs then go about doing some geog and math :)
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Wine and math go hand in hand.
Sunday, October 05, 2008 7:40 PM



What 2nd post of today?
7:28 PM

STILL DOING MATH OH MY GOD! Its freak shit boring... Therefore i have resorted to drinking icewine straight from the bottle while listening to GIRUGAMESH metal rock. Kill me now. Also just ate alot of my birthday chocolate cake. I can already feel the fats building up, and i still have to more SETS OF FREAK SHIT BORING MATH TO DO. OH MY GOD!!!! X) does posting on my blog from my handphone cost alot?! I'm so dead he it does... ( >_>)|||

Dying! ( = 3=)
5:07 PM

He who keeps me happy when i'm dying from perpetual depression. Aka. STUDY MY BRAIN IS GOING TO EXPLODE!!! Just finished set 3 of my math homework. Procrastinating in progress. I should study other subjects... But am to lazy to. Plus, photo blogging from my phone is so fun. I LOVE MY NEW PHONE!!!! X)
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Wednesday, October 01, 2008 10:51 PM
俺の心。
だいすきのあなんタ。
愛してる。

My heart skips when i see your face,
hear your voice,
smell your hair.

Just thinking of you, makes my day.

あなたほしい。あなたわ俺の全て。

9:39 PM
Picture POST.



is my short hair nicer...?


SECOND HOLE!! finally. Can't really see my fourth hole though.
my MANLY BODEH! (not)

STUDY STUDY~!!
HAIR... T^T
HAIR... T^T and FRIEND FRIEND~~ =DD


PRETTY PRETTY xiao meiiii~
LATTEEEEEE~~ (clique outingg)
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☆Irasshaimase~

Sexual Disgrace.// feat D

_* Filth in Beauty.*_

Closet mind, distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking
How long. How long. How long.
In humilation, the countless fatal,
deep scar...was born

-Gazette

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