i'm alive!!!!!!! i feel damn guilty!!!! I skipped ART SCHOOL ON SAT!!! noooooo...... all because i had really really bad *coughcramscough* yea. i was DAMN fustrated yesterday! i was complaining like siao about school to okaa-san and my Uke. thanks to you both for listening to me lament about school! and for cher-chan itoshi hito as well XD ITOSHI HITO OMAE WA KIRAINAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mou!!!! my feelings change fast XDDD
AOI/REITA IS THE BEST COUPLE IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE!!!! REITA-KUN YOU ARE SO HOT!!!!!!!! *hearts*
down- REITA!
left-AOI! right-REITA! (they are so married!XD)
listen to the song on my media player!! the lyrics are to die for, they are soooo beautiful! miyavi's "onpu no tegami" which also means "letter in musicalnotes"!
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I’m really bad at the piano, but would you still listen to meWould you understand at least three chords of it.
Theres something I never had a chance to say to you for so long now,But I’m bad with words and it’s kinda embarrassing so I made them into notes.
Even if my throat gets slashed and broken, even if I become diseased*,I swear my life, for you, just for you, I’ll keep on shouting.I just decided.
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Jouzukunai piano dakedo, kiitekureru kana,Tatta surii koodo demo, tsutawaru kana.
Itsumo, itsumo kimi ni zutto ienakatta koto ga arunda,Demo kotoba ni sun no hetakuso dashi, tereru kara onpu ni shita yo.
Tatoe kono nodo ga zuta zuta ni bukkowaretemo, polyp de kichattemo,Isshougai, kimi no tame, anata no tame, shout shiteyou.Tte, ima kimeta. Kimechatta
いとしひと, 15/1/2007, kono hi wa,omae to orewa sayonara dayo. aishiteru kara. itai, kokro ga itai.
school has already started! wow that was fast.but going seems a little meaningless. throughout the past few days, my mind is like a constant haze, its like clouded over with drowsyness. constantly felling sleepy. its kind of lonely there actually. i'm like the odd one out i guess, seeing as sometimes i seem very detached.
i've started staring off into space, drifting in and out of semi-consiousness. and i sometimes just don't know what to do with myself. i'll walk aimlessly around the new school in that misty feel. around and round, seemingly like a merry-go-round does.
its lonely i guess, i'm not like totally attached to my friends sometimes. close but not as close as bestfriends. i'm just sort of well, not myself no more. not as energetic? well now that i think back, those momentarly flashes of the past, i feel that the only one i have been entirely close to was Bear. well, though the time we were friends, i felt close to her. like something substancial? i guess that answers bella's question of why i liked her so much.
it feels empty now, no really. hollowness, just plain that. its kinda hard to be like emotionally attached to anything sort of a friend.
*looks up* wow thats emo XD but life goes on!
my chinese teacher is da bomb!!!! wahaha she damn cute!!! and once again i got mrs koh for english, well at least that better than some unsuspecting teach whom i don't know XD mrs koh is the best i can get XD
then oh wow, is chem boring!!!!
left-AOI! right-REITA! (they are so married!XD)