i apologise for the last post everyone *bows* i was really feeling a bit under the weather that day seeing as my geog test went *splat*. *dies* and i'm so sorry rach-chan T^T i didn't know it was you *hug* it scared me half to death seriously!!
and.... there is nothing really happenening today though other than the fact that THE FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST MOVIE IS SOLD OUT!!!!!!!!! F*&6 i really wanted to watch it T^T. the only one that was on sale was at MJ and it was the special DVD version and the price was *boom*! a f*&^ing 45bucks!!!!! go and die one dvd anime box sent isn't even that expensive!!!!
and yay my art is deproving *SHIT* after doing my supposed "portrait" for my devart id every thing went combust btw here's the picture:
yup yup. and, my geog test sucked!! and my science tests are going to suck too. and everything else as well.
going to go and study with Zelia and Zhu-shao tomorrow for the upcoming SS and Math test! and i'm gonna do my best for math no matter what!! i shall not fail! YEA!
sorry but i'm going to leave the last post with the poem there, to remind my self how i felt at that moment and also for the subject in perception
looking down,
i see your lifeless dead dody.
lying limply, coldly in my arms,
my hands stained in your blood.
i cry, laugh at the crown,
lain on the floor.
stained gold, tainted white.
your blood fills my gut with guilt.
my king, your clown,
has loved you so.
you shalt not humilate me no more.
your highness, my love
this is some stupid F*&king sick joke right? if it is then stop it you sicko. this is not something to joke about, if your aim is to get on my nerves youve done it. i tell you, I'M GONNA PUCH YOUR FACE IN, YOU BITCH. i'm down right serious, i'm so angry at whoever you are. even if you were one of my friends you should know better.
i'm very emotionally unstable right now so DON'T MESS WITH ME. leave me alone. the joke has gone to far, this is a touchy subject for me and opening that old wound is going to get you in deep shit.
i'm stressed up enough as it is, my patience is wearing thin. stupid! stupid exams, stupid competions, stupid parents, stupid YOU.
incompetience, you fool.like a bird raised in cage,want to get out don't you.the digits of my hand click the lock,prying the cage easily.a bird raised in a cage,you know naught of flying.you fall to the ground,die and fade away from me.You fool.wow my mom has just learnt a new language! its called numberish.
when i came home our whole conversation went like this:
me: hi mom wanna go eat out?
mom: 1.4million?
CALLING ME 1.4 million?! T^T mom is all thats on your mind money????
Mr.meow is sending me and cheryl to another art competition AGAIN. and we have to STUDY fot it! i mean dates, be able to identyfy the art piece and the arsitst, the stlye and what the picture shows all that jazz. WTF.
presented my english project on tuesday it was EMBRASSING!!!!!!!! but i was so fun making it X3 even though bear-chan made more that 6 NGs (actually that was the fun part) everyone was laughing at our project DX but it went well =). it recieved aloud applause!! yea! not bad even if i do say so myself.
i have decided to type "malic" now, i even put my life on the line and borrowed my mom's keyboard(with out asking though X3) *flies off to type malic*
white butterflies flit about my dancing feet,as i link hands with yours,I spin about my heels.my love, is this fun?you shining smile gleams,the sun shines,your light hair shimmers,as you nod your head feverishly.my love, i'm having fun too.your smell as i hold you closer,smells of the cool grass all about us.clinging you to me,i place a yellow flower upon your head.i love you my love.the breeze of spring,carries our happiness.you and i.Today sucked. from the very moment i opened my eyes. i wondered if i could sms any one to lay my sap story on them, but i decided against it any way.
Its so F&^%ed up to wake up in the morning because my parents are trying to wake the whole damn country up by fighting it out, verbaly. Jerks. you are just a speck in this large world and your stupid fights won't cause even a ripple in this big pool of life. OH COME ON!!!!!!
mom i sear is too bossy and expect too much out of dad. i mean HELLO? other agents can cope with their work load why can't you?! Not every thing centers around you! as much is i love you this is bad enough for dad, he's working really hard too!
save me my love, from this insistant sadistic world.it sucks to be this,a mere pawn in this sadistic game of life.a marionette in the hands of the puppeter,fates' a bitch.Tell me again love,what is it i live for?yes my love,i believe its for you.Take my misery away my love,with those white angelic wings of yours.embrace me from the reality,protect me from them.i love you,my love
