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Monday, April 28, 2008 10:29 PM

hehe went out with Evon last sunday~ She went to pick up her stuff from her friend, i best she's overjoyed now, and tying that blanket around her neck!! and pracing around screaming "i DBSK SUPERMAN~" or something =D

bought the next book of HOTMAN REPORN hitman reborn. I LOVE SQUALO~ and also bought my Cure mag <3>

(love milk soda) CALPIS~~~~

anyway, my chinese oral sucked. Way beyond my own comprehension. i didn't expect myself to do it so badly. =(

it was so bad!!! i forgot how to say recycling! and Ding was REVISING THAT IN CLASS THE OTHER DAY! evil evil evil!!!! i used english T^T


today had paper 1 and science praticals.

and i forgot to bring my pencilbox.

fuck.

well had to survive with inky pens ;___; which kept running out of ink. i paniked!! and i did a horrible job on my chinese paper. the story was off-topic. i'm sensing a fail sometime about now.... but my letter writing wasn't too bad, i fact i think i did well for that component =D

my english was moderatly okay. i think i wrote a little too much for my speech. and the ending sentence for my compo "confidence" sucked.


i mean how glamourous can "i never felt more confident in my life" be?!

for my pratical, i survived on less than 1cm of pencil lead!!! it was so scary, would i run out or would i not?!! and i needed to sketch diagrams =___=

sucked.



naruto loves aoi too~ (aoi keeps me happy)

HUIMIN I DEMAND FOR 5927!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Saturday, April 26, 2008 11:30 PM
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Its so cold Sasuke,
Come back to me soon...
i miss your warmth.
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Those are wayyy fake lenses there. Photoshop works wonders.
nervous for pratical.
excited for english pp1.
dreading chinese pp1.
cam-wored with wig and naruto makeup when i am supposed to be studying.
is therefore feeling guilty and worried for my exams.
Cher-chan at a concert, and hope she feels better after.
Mom told me to shut up and not talk to her, decided to obey just that. was being really cold and mean, heard her crying. she's really stressed, told her i loved her no matter what in the morning, she's feeling better already <3

finally talked to my dad after so long XD glad to see him at home <3 sad to not have closed the door for when he left for work.

3:09 PM
Hands.

He felt it.

The soft pads of his cool fingers, like little footsteps running up and down his arms. Leaving a trail of coldness in its wake. The white slender fingers, smoothing up and down his tan muscular arms.

His bleached blond hair shone with the the moonlight streaming through the parted curtains and he couldn't help but turn around, fousing his attention at the man who slept beside him.

"Aoi..." Reita whispered, in fear of breaking the soft sensual silence that enveloped them both.

The pale man's eyes glistered in the darkness, the rustle of sheets brought them closer together. Aoi had a fasination for hands, especially Reita's, how different they could be from his. Slightly tanned skin, thick padded fingertips, short neat clipped nails, those quirked his interest.

That was the hands of one who treasured him.

"Aoi..." he repeated his name, catching hold of his pale hands, stopping it from its exporation of his palm. He pulled them up to his lips, and kissed each finger gently, planting little blossoms of warmth upon those cold, white tips.

Aoi had very pale skin, smooth to the touch. His painted black nails clashed in response to he white peach skin of his fingers. Those beautiful hands the play such beautiful tunes upon the sleek guitar that lain across the room from the small single bed that they shared.

Aoi was pressed up against Reita, soaking in the other's warmth to keep warm during this cold winter's day. The blanket hardly covering them both, he encircled his arms around the bassist, tucking his head into the arc of Reita's neck, his lips slightly brushing the pulsing vein that laid under his skin.

Reita pulled one arm away from his waist, ignoring Aoi's confused gaze. He tucked those long locks of dark hair behind Aoi's ear, fondling with the small stud that adorned this ear.

"Sleep..." He said, bringing his hand back to his side, softly clasping the black-head's own, entwining his fingers in between his digits.

He leaned forward, planting a small kiss upon the other's forhead. he pulled back only to see a small tiny grin, childishly plasted upon Aoi's face. Warm lips placed upon his own, Aoi's lip ring adding a slight coolnes to his skin.

Hand in hand, they slept through the winter's night.

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i just felt like writing something soft XD what with paper 1 comming up on monday and everything.
i didn't really like how it turned out though =( some words were simply over used.
oh well~ shall maybe type a Gokutusna (5927) shortie soon too~
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Sunday, April 20, 2008 8:40 PM
Because AsagixRuiza is love <3

note: they are both guys, and i love them like maddddd~ (they KISSED IN THEIR LIVE *drool*<3)


OKAY~

Friday.

Didn't have school today. had to go for some cross country thing. GOD!!! walk/ran for 4.3KM in total. (inclusive of walk back to starting point)

KILL ME NOW~ it was HORRIBLE!! and Mr.Low made us all run. well if he hadn't made us, we'd probably still be walking till next morning XD

but had that constant stitch at my side. it hurt, like MAD.

so didn't exacally run properly.

Well I HATE THAT PLACE LIKE MADDD i mean the ground wasn't paved, it was all sandy and rocky. it hurt to run. our school has such bright ideas...

then went to lunch with my clique after. THE RIDE TO BISHAN ALMOST KILLED ME. Period. I felt like vomiting throughout.

been having constant headaches recently. maybe its because of the weather?

anyway, then went to play basketball with huimin, mable, evon and shan. (i was super dizzy =___=)
COULDN'T SHOOT AT ALL! i swear. my shooting was all off. i dunno, maybe cuz i couldn't see the hoop properly?

We were SO broke, we couldn't even afford WATER. and we had NO WATER!!! dehydration @___@

went to cher-chan's house after that. and DRANK LOTSA HEAVENLY WATER AT HER PLACE!!! thanks cher <3 <3

haha then we went HIGH~ and played with her Mac photobooth thingie <3 (i am so unglam =___=)

haha took picture of my non-exsistant ABS~ shall show you guys one day XD

AND I LOVE MIKE AND ZACH~ HEHEHE look out for their podcasts~

Saturday-.

Slacked for the entire day =___=

went to dinner at my sis' restraunt. <3 it was good. I LOVED THEIR LATTE

i just love latte, end of story.

ate dinner there at abt 10-11? drank latte, couldn't sleep till 3++ (very potent caffine they have there)

Sunday.

ORDERED LATTE FROM MACs FOR LUNCH~ <3

HEHE WENT ON CAFFINE HIGH~

Re-did blog skin, to wonderful AsagiXRuiza <3

Painted SYF pic, but still half done T^T i officially hate hands!

MORE SLACK TIME.

kill me now.

anyone wants to study with me in macs? (aiming for their latte >D)

1:07 AM
I promise myself now that i will change my blogskin tomorrow, and update my blog as well. Goodnight everyone~ Miseinen is a beautiful song.

I wonder if anyone apreciates my poems.
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Upon that beautifully painted canvas,
of velvet reds and satin blue,
A splash of milk white fades eveything away.
Whitewashing what was once a beauty,
not a trace of what it once was remains.
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008 11:41 PM
Well well well~ the days pass really fast, and due to timetable changes, i am haveing chinese EVERYDAY. like what the hell?!

And therefore i am officially depressed XD okay so maybe not >___>
School has officially been a bore~ The weather has also been getting progressively hotter every waking moment, so right now studing is a huge thorn in my side.

Today, i had fun with cheryl after school. i was totally on high, i blame it all on the vitamin D that i have been absorbing from the sun. in other words the total exposure to the sun has been causing real adverse side effects, which come in the form of over-enthusiasm.

I promised Cheryl that i'd do my SYF with her, either tomorrow or friday. because i was so absolutly lazy to do it today. So, instead of painting, which was the initial plan for this afternoon, cheryl and i decided to play Xbox.
haha so we played Dance Dance REVOLUTION~~ i love that game!!! (anyone wanna challenge me to SAKURA REVENGE?!) i have officially scored a B on Sakura revenge~ haha~ huimin do you wanna challenge me on that song?!

then we played SHREK~ hehe I WAS SO CLOSE TO WINNING~ but stupid Mr. Fuckwad (farquard) Stole my first prize =(

THEN THEN!!! I WANTED TO PLAY FIFA 2006!!!!! i LOVE LOVE LOVE THAT GAME!!!! i personally don't really like soccer (okay maybe a little?) BUT I LOVE THAT XBOX GAME!!! well i prayed to the GODS OF SOCCER, but the game just wouldn't work T^T (so now every fotball team is GAY D=)

i last played it with beverly, and guess who won~? ME ME ME >D
haha whutEVER~ XD

AND D's NEW SINGLE [BIRTH] is comming out in MAY!!!!! i await its debut~ its D's first album after going major~!!!!

(asagi i miss your MAKE-UP~!!!!) well~ Ruiza is progressivly getting SEXIER~ hehe!!! and for their single's limited edition cover, guess what~? ASAGI AND RUIZA's HEADS ARE LEANING AGAINST EACH OTHER <3<3<3>
hehe fangasm~ *spasms* >D

i hope it comes out soon~ the short excerpt in their homepage sounds WONDERFUL~<3>
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To give you an embrace that'll turn your glance away,
...and a whisper that'll make you cover your ears...
the blue satin that covers my body,
and the scent that clings to my skin...
to whom does it belong to?
To whom do you beautifully belong?
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Saturday, April 12, 2008 11:57 PM
nyan~ i was bed ridden for 2 days, and had continuous fever for two more days. T^T and finally the torture is over~~ <3 time ="D">and i'm really proud of myself now XD

i'm still really dizzy @__@ and i feel like eating honeydew sagoooo~

okay okay~ so i woke up at 5:30 (more like 45 cuz i pressed my snooze button >__>) rushed to straighten my hair pack my costume, and bag my make up. but when i reached i forgot to bring SO MANY THINGS! i could just die!!!!!!!! oh god, why am i so forgetful T^T

i forgot to bring my comb, my make up brush, my makeup remover my..... (and the list goes on...) T^T

whats worse is that i forgot to bring my FBT shorts!! and the skirt was so short! ohhh mannnnn if they saw anything... >___< should have worn nicer underwear JUST KIDDING!!!!

OH!! thank you kor for breakfast~ =D shouldn't have added the egg XD

and the shoot~ SO HOT!! why does singapore have to be sooooo hot?!

sweated like MAD!! but got used to it after a while....

any way~ i keep stepping on my skirt >////< haha and it kept slipping back. HAHA aw man...

anyway~

it went quite okay. but my muscles didn't want to listen, it was hard to pose, cuz i ate my fever, muscle relaxant meds. so yea... XD

and poor melvin-kor!!!! have to carry so many things for jarod!!! and me as well~ and he was so quiet XDD "scouting the place" he says~ XD well~ Smile MORE!!! <3 <3

and thanks to jarod-kor~ haha treated me milk after that~ i lovvveeeeee milk!!!!

jarod-kor likes to treat us =D THANK YOU~ <3 <3 <3 (me and melvin tried to shove money into his hands XD but he just wouldn't take it)

well~ then we went through the shots at mos burger. haha so embrassing~ i wanted to bury myself then and there.

melvin's birthday is comming on the fifteenth this month, 15th april <3

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY~~


FAMILY PIC <3 and my two kor kor~ i love you guys~!!!!
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Monday, April 07, 2008 7:18 PM
the beating of the heart, the pumping of legs.
the scented trail that you left behind.
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MRS OW IS BACK~!!!
i'm really glad that she's back, though not full time.
haha black sleeveless turtle neck, and hot maroon leather pants with loose bottoms. yup. she's the love <3>
and i have been watching Mr.Fighting for the past few days. and yingqixyuqiao is love. they are SO SWEET~
and finally. this saturday, is my shoot. and i have to go back to Fort canning AGAIN *face palms*
and i have to wake up at 5:30... T^T
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Thursday, April 03, 2008 10:56 PM
The scent of your cologne clings to your skin,
a fragrance that never lets go.
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☆Irasshaimase~

Sexual Disgrace.// feat D

_* Filth in Beauty.*_

Closet mind, distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking
How long. How long. How long.
In humilation, the countless fatal,
deep scar...was born

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