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well, mr meow left today, and somehow i'm really sad. i'll miss his gayness!! >////< may we meet again someday, esp the day you buy my painting from me <3

anyway, that feeling is back again. the feeling that i'm so different from other people. that i'm a freak in the modern society. will i ever change. i know, i have different interests and that makes me weird. does it?

not long ago, we had a partial clique meeting. and i'm really happy that we talk through stuff together. and i really want to say that i love our clique alot. we've been together for more than 2 years now. and i'm really happy that we still stay strong though we are in different classes.

you guys have supported me through my tough times and been there for me when i was a bitch. and tolorated me through all those times. especially when i had used to love her. she was killing me softly inside. and you guys always made things much more happier, and i want to thank mei too for trying to let the both of us spend more time together.

and especially during the period where i felt really detached, and that i didn't want to go out of my house because i had really low-self esteem, and when i felt like i was really a freak, because of the clothes i wore, the things i did, and my sister constantly by ear telling me that i was weird and freaky and what have you. but i'm really glad that when i went out with you guys, all of you didn't insult me for my dressing, but called me cool. i was really happy that you guys accept me for me. thank you guys so much.

i want to say that i really do love you all, and for those in the clique that i'm just starting to know, i really love you guys too. i really am so so greatful that the clique is together, and i really do love you guys.

ARRGHHHHHH my eye is so fucked up today!? was it because of allergy?? its bloody red, and the damn swell.

i had every intention in the world to go out and FINALLY get the shirt that i was going modify, before this happened.

and now cher-chan's pissed at meeeee T^T i'm really sorry cher-chan!!!

so i begged my tired father to take me to the doctor's. thanks papie <3 <3
we first walked to the market's 24 hr doctor, and it was CLOSED. and to be opened at 2, and i was only 1. so me and my dad took a cab down to hougang plaza. (cuz the doctor there is good.) then it was ALSO closed. so we went to eat to kill time.

and my eye was really uncomfortable, so kept it closed (can go cosplay lambo XD) then i used my fringe to cover it. it was SUPER red by then.

then my father threateded to cut my hair, and kept telling me how i shouldn't wear contacts, then he talked bout my makeup.... >___>

the we went back to the doctor's at 2. and the receptionist said that the DOCTOR WAS NOT IN!!!! AND WON'T BE BACK TILL 7pm

*BANG* super angry, and irritated because of my eye. so went back to the other doctor at the market. wasted more cab fair. and the BILL! 48bucks!? day light robbery!!!!

stupid stupid. wearing my eye patch now. haha ritsuka <3 <3

Yesterday: went out with my mom. followed her to her viewings. she had me wait in the car for like 45 minutes? so was super bored XD so took pictures XDDD

bishie right?? XD but then not 5 hours later my eye become... >____>

"mom hurry backkkkkk"

have to stop wearing my lens for the time being... better not aggrivate my eyes any more, if not on april the 13th how to do photoshoot X___x

FINALLY GOT MY MATERIALS!!! the nettings and lace~ <3>

anyway~ today gonna burn midnight oillllllll. to work on my skirt for my shoot. been keeping this information under wraps, so only a few people know that i've a shoot going on. but i am sooooo excited!!! thus the www. announcement.

well~ wish me luck! and i want to specfically thank JAROLD-kor!!! thanks for "employing" me for your shoot!! <>. i'm really looking forward to it <3>

Finally added updated my links, and put up a wishlist corner!! yay <3
today was alright. except that, i'm really really falling behind in my studies!

and i sold my number to my mom (TwT). so all the people out there, look forward to me getting a new number. booo. (either that or you can prank call my mom, i'm still sore about her taking my number) in exchange for one day with her. aw man! i'm a sucker >___<

so gonna shop shop shop on my all day expense paid shopping trip this friday.

Meow left school without a word. we got wonderful!MissNiar to teach us now. she when through her expectations of us this monday. and she also explained about eight boards to us.(haha art students should understand) meow used to say "reasearch on ur artist" and miss niar says "research on ur artist, how is his style similar to urs, how his intentions are similar", the through breakdown of what we were supposed to do. instead of assuming that we know exacally what to do. our research basics wern't there, so her explaining really helped alot.

well blog more later, i'm having a terrible stomach ache!! -_____-||| need to go to the loo

i am addicted to you. (idol-san!!!!)

the holidays are here and over. and i am once again proud to announce that my homework is not done XD

this is so expected~ annndddddd i lost my homework >___>

well well~ not surprising at all <3

and i want to thank EVON WONG aka the "angel" who accompanied me around town yesterday! YOU ROCK MY SOCKS! even as we waited for so long in sunshine plaza <3 <3

hehe~

first we took a train to city hall, to meet up with Hal, who passed me my GLP punk order. (she is so so so cute, Hal i mean XD. I CAN'T BELIEVE I WINKED AT HER. >___>|||)

then we went to TAKA~ <3 <3 was SUPER DUPER hungry by then, cuz the both of us were stupid enough to NOT eat breakfast before setting off to see the wizard of oz to town.

we ate PASTA (or rather I ate pasta and she drank DELICIOUS mushroom soup with garlic bread)

the we went to KINOKUNIYA~ and i FINALLY bought my cure mag~ MIX SPEAKERS INC ON THE COVER <3 <3
and also never give up bk 6,7
vampire knights 6
and KATEKYOSHI HITMAN REBORN 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOKUTSUNA ALL THE WWAAAAYYYYYY!!!! (huimin!! this is the best couple EVER!!)

hahaha then then headed over to sunshine plaza and waited for Joy to get my naruto wig. but but T^T we waited for an hour before we recieved the news that my wig is NOT in singapore and was mistakenly sent to TAIWAN! D<

well what can we do? so have to wait AGAIN for the wig to arrive to singapore D=

so, dissapointed, we left for home. but not without stopping over at Kovan Popular to get Evon's stationary. i also was able to get my pigment ink drawing pen! <3 <3

EVON BOUGHT SO MUCH FOOOOODDDDDD!!!! HAHAHAHA and ate it all for herself. and only left 2 takoyaki balls for her parents ( i expected her to leave one takoyaki ball for the whole family to share XD)

yup yup

then we headed for home to get a good rest, after all the walking~ whew
BUT THEN! not even after 3 minutes of setting down my stuff THE PHONE RANG! DUN DUN DUN!!!!!

and i picked it up!!!!

"SEVEN DAYS...."

"eugenice want to go play basketball"

wah sei... i was super tired T^T but i dragged myself to remove my makeup then went down to play after JP's second call.

yup.

ehehe

I AM SO PROCRASTINATING RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't wanna do my holocaust project by myself T^T

OH WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. i'm just going to do my parts the best >D cuz i'm evillllll that way

AND I'VE FINISHED INKING 2 PAGES OF MY KATEKYOSHI HITMAN REBORN DOUJINSHI!!! GOKUDERAxTSUNA~ 5927!!! hahahahahah TUNA!

and i love cosplayers <3 they are UBER COOL! shall post some of their pics up next time <3

soredewa, soredewa! BYE-BI <3