Decomposing Beauty

2009-08-12T01:27:00.003+08:00

MOVED! Though i still love using blogger the best. I'm now using Le' Cliche Amour. So i can lock some of my posts. But I'm going to leave Decomposition Beauty as it is.After all, its all my memories. I visit it from time to time. PLEASE DO NOT BE LIKE TAN JUAN KEN. and read my first posts and all. I was a failure kiddo ALRIGHT. OMG embarrassment TTM.

2009-07-06T21:54:00.002+08:00

"What do you want to do with me, tell me.""I want to love you."

2009-07-03T23:24:00.001+08:00

You never knew that i was even yours.fuck it, i get jealous really easy. at least give me a hint.

2009-07-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

OMG ITS A FUCKING THORNY horny RABBIT!school work. illustrator's a beetch.

2009-06-29T23:59:00.001+08:00

Like a ferris wheel.in the end, after going around in circles. i like you.

2009-06-23T04:42:00.003+08:00

You're my muse. But thats an empty promise.its mind boggling, mind consuming, mind polluting. i want, need. i like, love. spawn of nothingness, spew forth. rubbish falling rolling out in waves in my head.consuming my all. this feeling's weird. i want some cuddling. its a pollution, and not one thats causing global warming, just the warming of my face, heart, lungs.damn. never play violin music

2009-06-20T00:17:00.002+08:00

Like fallen rain. Falling stars.Strange isn't it. Things that we can't ever expect to go our way.Sometimes, being myself is confusing.And realization just hit home, being bi isn't easy.it isn't straightforward.and sometimes, being the way i am is not gratifying. i might like it, but others don't. i know what people say. about my looks. people have a lot to say about me being boyish and all.there

2009-06-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, fasterSo testosterone boys and harlequin girls,Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?Went out my sec school clique,dressed like a china doll.sexy china doll.HAHA. went to VIVO to eat with von.Grabbed like, after8 chocs and some jellybeanz, so

2009-06-15T00:41:00.002+08:00

Today, someone asked me where my smile went.the sun hid behind the clouds, and the rain was called upon.

2009-06-12T14:44:00.001+08:00

watching bloody monday.book is more fantastic than the show.the smell of freedom in the air,i was so blind as to love someone like him.needs to shop.wants blue hoodie with white stars.

2009-05-31T01:30:00.004+08:00

Teenagers scare the shit outta me.First picture is DEDICATED TO SEPH <3Went out with a jelly bean today.i'm jealous of his STICK LEGS I SWEAR. it was a day full of waiting. and stuffing things into your crotch area. (but i'm not gunna elaborate, i'll leave it to everyone's imagination)modelling sounds FUN LARS WE WILL DOMINATE THE WORLD~ already planning >D was supposed to grab LUNCH WITH KEN.but

2009-05-29T20:50:00.001+08:00

A smoke trail in the sky. i wonder if it happens to everybody.to think of the one you love when watching a romantic movie.

2009-05-29T17:48:00.002+08:00

HARDO GHEY!!! FWOOOOO~!say~ say~ say!

2009-05-29T01:21:00.002+08:00

Lost and confused.is what i am.To trust them,to trust me,to trust my heart.to trust him.to listen to them.to listen to myself.to listen to my heart.to block out what he says.to think better of myself,for them.for me.i think, a proper talk is what we need.me, him, friends.redemption.or beyond that.i've always been stupid.dumb.loving blindly.sometimes it feels like the sun will stop shining.and

2009-05-18T23:52:00.003+08:00

High cuts, rocking tables.Ken's face is starting to disturb me.Bus rides home,crazy rain,laughing, camwhoring, getting hungry.forgetting to eat meds!being angry, being sad.rocking blue tables.tee ripping.more chamwhoring.compairing hand size, watching funny videos.reading palms,listening to music, taking disturbing photos.recieveing only one sms.being pissed.the need to cry.talking about

2009-05-17T21:03:00.002+08:00

Reply DAMNIT! or am i just not worth your attention...? All i have been feeling lately is anger. And all i have been thinking of, is him.What nonsense.He doesn't deserve my thoughts....I don't understand whats going on with him.I have to question him, but lately we haven't been spending much time together.And when we actually do, i do these things that make me a very unreasonable person.all i

2009-05-15T23:14:00.001+08:00

Today was a day of eyepatches and green extentions. It was a happy flower day. But. I got pissed. I'm angry at him. For not spending time with me. I might be selfish, but. I really just want to spend time with him, because it hurts when we don't. And i don't think he knows that yet. I do love him. But. I'm just angry that he asks me to go home when i came all the way for him. I'm just gonna

2009-05-14T04:17:00.001+08:00

Worked late in school today. Then felt really sucky, so asked for a lift back home. There's alot of work to be done, have to wake up early tomorrow to continue. And even though i'm flooded with work, i can't help but keep thinking of him, and getting disappointed when i open my phone and see that i didn't recieve any smses from him. They say that when people stay apart, the feelings will ebb away

2009-05-13T12:55:00.001+08:00

YAY RAINBOW FRIENDSHIP BAND!! I love you guys :)

2009-05-11T00:08:00.001+08:00

Canned peanuts for lunch. Anzoe will cry seeing me eat this shit xD

2009-05-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

a SADISTIC angel from heaven told me to update my blog.and instructed me to sprew forth my love for her, and paint her with colourful words of adoration.AHAHAHHAHAyup school has finally started.DESIGN SCHOOL ROCKSSSSSSSS~ not like some banana school my darling angel is from.NEW FRIENDS ARE FUN.but i miss the rest <3supposed to be doing my 20% project that is due tomorrow, but have not started.so

2009-04-29T22:34:00.001+08:00

I miss him. And i want to hear every detail of his day, though sometimes it may hurt. Is likeing someone such an obsession? That the only topic you can speak of is of him?   Recently i have really been craving for salads, really good ones :) and creamy soup, and sweet meat with jam.

2009-04-13T00:46:00.001+08:00

My head hurts, i haven't cried in a long while. And i haven't fought with my dad for a long while too. I'm so sorry dad. And also stress has been building up. It was fucking bad of me to release that stress on my parents. I'm so so so sorry. And my dad is really important to me too, which makes it so much worse.

2009-04-05T05:29:00.001+08:00

Come back soon. Missing you already.

2009-04-02T11:19:00.001+08:00

This is morning breakfast. :(

2009-03-31T11:22:00.001+08:00

IKEMEN!

2009-03-27T01:08:00.001+08:00

Am in love. PERIOD.Can't wait to see him again soon.

2009-03-09T03:23:00.001+08:00

Here, with interlaced, smoke tinted finger tips. And passing trains with covered winds. Whispered voices. Time ticks away. Nervous, speeding hearts, pink dusted cheeks. Again, another time. Time passes again in the same manner. A goofy smile makes the whole day so much brighter :)

2009-03-04T19:03:00.001+08:00

Cooked myself yong tau foo i found in the fridge. Tasted good :). Watched black butler, and a bit of macross frontier. Alto is one hot guy :) Haha. I miss him, i dreamt of him. I miss a liar.

2009-02-25T11:53:00.001+08:00

With my mom, a cap full was already too strong for me! Yesterday was the first time in 2 weeks that i didn't see him. Haha i ate honeydew and remembered him. Damn it. :( but i slacked the whole of yesterday, it felt good. :)

2009-02-19T23:15:00.001+08:00

Recently, i've had the habit of making my lips paler. Heard it was supposed to make you look manly. Haha. He just treated me to cake. He said its the first time buying a cake for anyone. :) And i treated him to coffee. So we shared a cake and coffee. I was happy. But then i heard that someone was coming to bugis, he didn't want her to see me. Am i being a bother? I think the ending that i'm

2009-02-17T23:17:00.001+08:00

On the way home from work. He came to see me. I was super happy, but i'm drowning in depression. Spoken words are messing with my thoughts. I hope seeing him again tomorrow straightens up everything. And hope that she doesn't spill the beans. Its fast how happiness can fluctuate in to depression in the matter of seconds.

SCAM!!!!

2009-02-12T16:59:00.001+08:00

OMG, i got bloody scammed by some old guy! Was made to buy a pen for, what 2.50. Said it was for a good cause, bloody hell yea. Damn. My money.

2009-02-07T14:01:00.005+08:00

OKONOMIYAKI~~went out with evon yesterday =D went to her workplace to eat. hahah the food's not bad.but there is so many other dishes i wanna try!!!!Evon the moron XD CHEEZYYYY POTATO! <3 and her work place was FREEZING COLD! i swear.and after so long, i finally ATE OKONOMIYAKI! so happy~but i was soooo full after that! and i still wanted katsu curry rice and RAMEN.oh!and her colleagues said i

2009-02-01T02:10:00.001+08:00

Its like 2 in the morning. I'm just sitting under my block. I don't feel like going home, i just want to enjoy the cool night air. Because tears are burning hot trails, and i'm fucking depressed. I always knew my likes were extreme. I knew it wouldn't work out. All this while, i have always known. But i still let myself get away with my thoughts. The higher you climb, the harder you fall. I have

2009-01-28T02:28:00.001+08:00

Why do i feel fucking disappointed when i know i'm not supposed to. My left eye's a killer. Totally hurts more than ever before.

2009-01-27T00:52:00.001+08:00

Went out on new year's eve. And is now DYING FROM THE LACK OF QAF. MOAR BRIAN AND JUSTIN NEEDED. Thanks to stupid youtube that wouldn't load.

2009-01-20T00:08:00.001+08:00

Eating hongkong cafe with huimin :)

2009-01-12T02:30:00.001+08:00

On the way to work, a few days ago, before my hair cut. Its actually 2.30am now, and i'm unable to sleep. Tomorrow's the big day, that will decide everyone's fates. And i hope that everything goes well for everybody. Well. With all the good lucks i have recieved, and the encouraging hug, i sure hope i do well :)

2008-12-27T03:40:00.001+08:00

Merry christmas. There are a few things i wanna do, like bowling, ice skating, basketball, theme park. Yup. Oh yea, and my muscles are coming out, but the fat on my stomach refuses to leave. Crap.

2008-12-25T00:37:00.001+08:00

Dyed my hair, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE :)

2008-12-19T02:33:00.001+08:00

Yup, you can guess what i'm planning xD... But i wanna do tsuna more... I'm so much more uke.

2008-12-12T02:44:00.001+08:00

Just re-synced my ipod took an hour!! Because i stupidly removed all my songs... Shit. And also, was supposed to spend time with evon and cheryl today, but my health took a turn for the worst, my throat's totally torn up, so i spent the day at the doctor's with my dad. It still hurts. :(

2008-12-10T22:33:00.001+08:00

Having mos AGAIN. :) i love the fish burger. And my work-mates are super nice people :) i get free food from the desert chefs :) Haha the cherries!

2008-12-04T22:29:00.001+08:00

Mos burger has been one me my current muses lately :) FISH BURGER BANZAI!! Haha. And i got my pay!!!!

2008-12-04T12:23:00.001+08:00

Forgot to bring my phone out, went back to take it, and is now running late for work. Shit. Still a tad dizzy, i hope work goes well :)

2008-12-03T11:53:00.003+08:00

as some people may know, i'm actually working really really hard right now.haha so that i can buy cloth to make clothes, and maybe a psp as well.but i fell sick yesterday, and was working with a 39degree fever.and i finally collapsed at the back of my restrauant at about 9:30, which is far from closing time, and i really didn't want to leave early.i fell, and couldn't move outside bugis, while

2008-11-28T01:53:00.001+08:00

Have been working hard for the past few days to feed her, myself and the baby. Papa's going to bring home the bread and butter, not to worry. Okay, truth is, i got rejected by her, and i'm just happy to know that we are staying as friends :) i can't be anymore happier that our friendship is salvaged, and by her choice too. She's a friend that i was worried about losing, but am glad that is

2008-11-27T13:51:00.001+08:00

Haha what are we? Stocking up for war?? Haha but then again at the rate that me and my sister are drowning these things, its probably not enough xD. Finally a day off from work. I'm planning to slack my way through. OMG I WAS WALKING IN MY HOUSE WHEN I SAW MY GLASSES, I WAS 'HAHA GLASSES' THEN I REALISED MY VISION WAS SO CLEAR, AND I SLEPT WITH MY LENSES! Fark.

2008-11-19T20:37:00.005+08:00

PROMsomewhere in the middle of prom, a group of beatiful ladies started squeling over mabel, haha, then somehow i got dragged in too. haha something about us being handsome...? YT as Ciel Phantomhive. (testing)

2008-11-15T13:12:00.001+08:00

WTF.IS IT JUST ME OR...HAS EVERYONE ALREADY STARTED TOURING SINGAPORE FOR JOBS!??!!?!?!I NEED THE MONEY.FUCK.NOW WHERE DID I PLACE THAT CLASSIFIED AD?

2008-11-15T12:40:00.006+08:00

A little birdie!A little birdie flew by yesterday, to tell me not to crossdress. =(I'm sorry, i'm just that rebellious.well, this is me, not crossdressing (coincidently i was plaing around yesterday XD)Yesterday was my grandmother's birthday!She's going on a hoilday trip today HAVE FUN GRANDMA!!!!!I went blonde yesterday, haha. i think because of Irvy's influence.hahaha do i make a handsome

2008-11-14T17:11:00.003+08:00

I WANT A SEME SUIT OR VEST?

2008-11-13T13:26:00.003+08:00

Searching for:HOT SEMEbecause i'm uke material Like how Jin has her MiguelAnd Irvy has her Nokutesui want a seme!!! BUUUU....... Not like i wanna get hitched or anything, nope thats not the case,its just that,that,that, I WANT A COSPLAY SEME! Sadly.... none of my friends are into this ;__; BUUUUUU!!!!!! SEME WHERE ARE YOU?!?!?!?!?!?! BTW, i wanna buy my platform boots! (10 cm tall!)

2008-11-12T02:07:00.001+08:00

Still wondering if i should wear a suit? Thats my mom's tiny blazer by the way xD

2008-11-08T02:29:00.001+08:00

Satoshi again :) he's so awesome. Just watched the whole series of monochrome factor without subs. Man my mind's reeling with japanese words, and i even spoke to my mom in japanese! Someone remind me that i'm still in singapore xD i liked the series better than the manga, because shirogane kisses akira in the first episode >D and subsequently seduces him through out the show. And FINALLY AKIRA

2008-11-06T22:08:00.001+08:00

GIRUGAMESH's "MUSIC." came out yesterday :) i like 'breakdown' and ' ultimate4' Haha haven't finished listening to it yet. But i'm sure like all of Giru's awesome stuff, this album will be great! I'm so out of its lately, haven't really caught up on Gazette's stuff, i wonder if their single 'leech' is out yet :( i wanna listen to new Gaze. I miss D too. And there's not enough Mix Speaker's Inc!

2008-11-05T22:33:00.001+08:00

Have you ever felt unsure of your goals? I do, right now. I'm rethinking my options. And i'm just so confused and insecure of where i'm heading to. I manu to see her every day but will my marks get me to where i want to go? And i have already taken the papers and i feel that its already too late. I del like giving up. Just leave me to die. My mom's not encouraging me, and she's just pushing and

2008-11-04T01:55:00.000+08:00

My fucking blog can be use to make fucking hallmark valentine's day cards,i'm so lovesick.

2008-11-04T01:42:00.003+08:00

I LOVE GIRUGAMESH!Satoshi is so AWESOME! Haha, i open my phone eveyday to his face =DSATOSHI'S FREAK (hot) FACE =DHis voice is crazy beautiful. I love love love his voice.one of the best i've heard. ever.SS was an ultimate freak paper.Geog was okay.Math was hard.English is bleak, could go both ways.Art PP2 awesome. PP1 like fuck.Chinese, done before doing again (son't want to though)Science Chem

2008-10-28T14:26:00.003+08:00

Haha its that time of year again.  Where its rush hour for the whole day.... Its art rushing period. I hope i make it in time.   Been really stressed, my period even came what, two plus weeks earlier? And cramps are at its strongest now.   I'm breaking apart. And i just need that one sentence of encouragement, just one line that would reassure me that everything will go fine.   Only from her.

Bitter coffee.

2008-10-22T11:05:00.001+08:00

I have learnt to drink coffee without the sugar, and somehow it doesn't taste as bitter as it did before.  It is because i'm falling deep? Or because i'm heartbroken. But i still have to buck up. I've got dreams to work hard for.  I'm gonna prove myself worthy for her. I want to see her after all of this is over. In the end, i think even though i'm being ignored, i still really like her. I'm in

You thief.

2008-10-22T00:06:00.001+08:00

Return what you have stolen from me, or give me yours in return. I can't keep living without a heart....

2008-10-19T19:41:00.001+08:00

I'm still very much sick, but there's still alot thats needed to be studied... I'm gonna pick up the pace, and race towards am a1 for my sciences. There is still alot that i want to say to her, to tell her, but that'll wait for after o'levels. I really want to tell her what my heart truly feels, but i'm going to really put my all into studying now. :)

2008-10-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

Half an hour of my life.short break.Got half an hour to blog =)life has been... worrying.Been so stressed over exams, or partially.and depressed over a certaint matter. (as some of you know)Therefore have fallen sick.pending fever, now showing signs of flu.i hope i get well enough for O's.and if i'm not stressed enought for my studies,ART has been really weighing on my shoulders.i've got to

2008-10-13T23:34:00.001+08:00

I've been opening and closing my handphone so much that its gonna detach from its hinges. All for one sms. Just what is my problem...?

Studying.

2008-10-13T21:20:00.001+08:00

But not a moment passes without me thinking of her. Still missing her till now. I hope she replies me soon. I'm missing her alot. I'm so sorry.

Empty. Without you.

2008-10-12T01:01:00.001+08:00

I don't think i can deny it anymore. Not when you're running through my head, staining my thoughts. Engraving your initials on my heart. I can't say i dislike that you are every where. I spot you in a crowd, smell your scent in the air, your smile in the sky. I think i might like you, seriously without a doubt.

Wazza fark am i doing!?

2008-10-06T18:18:00.001+08:00

I'm supposed to be STUDYING DAMN IT!

Ohcha. Wo nomi masu

2008-10-06T17:46:00.001+08:00

STILL FUCKING DOING MATH (and drinking tea, but thats besides the point). I'm gonna change to biology now i guess. Haha. WEDNESDAY IS CHAPEL, I WILL DO MY BEST .\( ^ 0^)/

GOOD MORNING!

2008-10-06T12:17:00.001+08:00

Ohayo! ( > w<) look at the freak shit math mess i have on my table. Did math till late, didn't sleep well either. I slept the kind of half sleep sleep. Lol. Then when i FINALLY fell asleep, my shit ass alarm went off. Oh well... Shall go download some new songs then go about doing some geog and math :)

Wine and math go hand in hand.

2008-10-05T19:40:00.001+08:00

What 2nd post of today?

2008-10-05T19:28:00.001+08:00

STILL DOING MATH OH MY GOD! Its freak shit boring... Therefore i have resorted to drinking icewine straight from the bottle while listening to GIRUGAMESH metal rock. Kill me now. Also just ate alot of my birthday chocolate cake. I can already feel the fats building up, and i still have to

Dying! ( = 3=)

2008-10-05T17:07:00.001+08:00

He who keeps me happy when i'm dying from perpetual depression. Aka. STUDY MY BRAIN IS GOING TO EXPLODE!!! Just finished set 3 of my math homework. Procrastinating in progress. I should study

2008-10-01T22:51:00.003+08:00

俺の心。だいすきのあなんタ。愛してる。My heart skips when i see your face,hear your voice,smell your hair.Just thinking of you, makes my day.あなたほしい。あなたわ俺の全て。

2008-10-01T21:39:00.005+08:00

Picture POST. is my short hair nicer...?SECOND HOLE!! finally. Can't really see my fourth hole though. my MANLY BODEH! (not) STUDY STUDY~!! HAIR... T^T HAIR... T^T and FRIEND FRIEND~~ =DD PRETTY PRETTY xiao meiiii~ LATTEEEEEE~~ (clique outingg)

2008-09-30T22:24:00.003+08:00

RAVEN Loud Speeeaker. Holding your hand,I walked helplessly through the chaotic fireblades.There you were,attacked by the virulent claws of time.-NightmareI AM SUPPOSED TO BE ON HIATUS!OMFG what AM i doing here.haha oh well. I'M GONNA STUDY LIKE RUBBISH FROM NOW ON.WATCH ME EVOLVE. O'Levels are going to be my stage.And my work, my music.Watch out for me. I'm going to surpass myself, do better

2008-09-28T23:33:00.003+08:00

Just cut my hair again.its shorter than it has ever gone before.I'm one, who abides by the logic that cutting hair is a way to forget things.i'm gonna forget all about the dispair that i felt for my art.i know, art is my life, and this is one of the obsticals that i happened to stumble upon.i'm gonna forget about it, pick myself up, and never make the same mistake again.and i'm gonna be more

2008-09-25T20:17:00.002+08:00

It was a perfect July day – sunny, but with the feeling that God had left the windows open.i love david levithan, and i want ALL HIS BOOKS~!!i want the book "First Kiss" a collaboration of different writers =Dits holds different storys of how first kisses went.both straight and gay stories!I WANTTTT!!!

2008-09-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

up dating my wish list~hahai want my sexy baby, W980~ SONY ERICSSON BABY~~~been EYEING IT for so long........... my eyes are like gonna pop out.one thing that bothers me about it is the position of the camera. its a major turn off.... hmms.but i think i can live around that.gonna make skirt with ZElia~~ haha excited excited! i LOVE making shit out of cloth <3okay, been having intensives in school

2008-09-14T22:33:00.003+08:00

Saw you in my dream last night.you were crying again. i couldn't do anything to stop the tears.my heart broke in two.in that swirling cafe latte room.all i could do was hold you.against my chest, and sway you.back and forth, back and forth.upon that shadowed bed, which we both upon lay.You push me away, embarrassed by your tears. i still stayed any way.and we fell asleep, my arms around your

2008-09-08T22:10:00.003+08:00

STUDY BABY~! STUDY~besides getting my new blue contacts, chemstry suddenly seems more do-able.have to thank my xiao mei~ for accompaning me to study today!!!and Peiling too.QULATATIVE ANALASYS~BARIUM SULPHATETO KILL A MAGNESIUM BIRDI LOVE THEE, THEREFORE, GIMMIE A B3!!!!!!!MOST WACKED PICTURE OF THE DAY. its funny, it lifts my sprits up up up~!SEXY BLUE CONTACTS~only your friendly neighbourhood

2008-09-06T22:21:00.003+08:00

I MUST DO TRINITY BLOOD COSPLAY: IONxRADUDSDFJAHDGASUGHreasons being that "Tovarisch" is just an excuse of bring together, and that i hate ester =D ABEL x TRES MUST BE DONE TOO. MY BENTOOOOO~ (THAT I MADE=D) DINNER~ (Fried shitake mushrooms and carrots~tempura styleeeeeee)SUUUUSHIIIIIIIII~ MY RAFFELSIA~ =D SIMS 2 BABY~ THEY HAVE GOT TO GET MARRIED SOON! >Dme SEXY MEN~

2008-09-02T00:53:00.001+08:00

SLEEPY!-Still Doll-Kanon Wakeshima, produced by MANA-SAMA!Am so tired, but wanted to finish typing this."Confidence"My Mid-years' Compo.Confidence.Black polished shoes, neat proper uniform, prim tidy hair, and a head, held high. That was the basic description of many of the students that attended this school. Each individual, brimming with confidence that like a golden liquid seemed to be

2008-09-01T22:21:00.004+08:00

AN OUT-TAKE PHOTO BY TANLIN.DEVIANTARTSeries: "Charme."HAHA yep.Thats high yea?Today went back to school.Painting progressed abit. happy =D CUTE JAP MEN =D!!The feeling's fading.

2008-08-31T20:52:00.005+08:00

SHOOT! BANG! BOOM!Picture by: Cherylhad a photoshoot today.ORIGINALLY was for prelims ref. picture.BUT its just an excuse to go out and have FUN! I really had fun today,and i really want to thank the people who were with me today,and that made everything possible.Thank you Jarod-kor, for the WONDERFUL pictures!Even through the headaches, early mornings, and late girls.Thank you so much!your shots

2008-08-27T18:05:00.003+08:00

Yep, my life revolves around......study? YEA RIGHT.AM SUPPOSED to be studying but..... (cough)Shall go about doing it soon. SOON.Bio is tomorrow,but i can't say i fear it D=EXAMS ARE SUCH A BORE~Didn't do my chinese with much heart today, i regret re-taking it (cries)Pure lit was okay, as with the rest of the papers, but i'm still afraid that i won't score well.STUFF I WANT *___* STARS~ STAR

2008-08-26T14:53:00.005+08:00

Screwed up lit, Elect anyway.better score well for PURE LIT~ Since its pure lit tomorrow, this post is gonna be FLOODED with quotes.to start the BALL ROLLING~(listening to Moulin Rouge songs all the way)"The course of true love never did run smooth"-LYSANDER"Before the time I did Lysander see,Seemed Athens as a paradise to me.""That he hath turned a heaven unto a hell"-HERMIA-References of Heaven

2008-08-25T17:27:00.002+08:00

Somez art and SHIT,like studying. Painted a tad bit. GOTTA WORK MORE~ 9 days left. ZOOMMMMMMMM~ OMG, SOME STUDIEZ SHIoT~ SS and Geog. TISSUE amongst piles of books and papersThis was about... 1 plus? when my eye started to feel irritated. SS PAPER WAS TODAY. so was geog. it was okay, but i was STUMPED by the ASEAN question.OMG, MY CHUPA CHUPS ARE GETTING FURTHER AND FUTHER AWAY!

2008-08-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

Study, study, for its the prelims.Been studing the whole day, rather 2 on wards.i really want to do well now =Dfor the sake of chupa chups.but its not gonna be easy. gotta continue to cram the books after this!took a break for dinner and olympics closing ceremony.better head back now!Drank a cuppa latte, gotta push through the night~Art submission's on the 5th.better strive for it too!!painted

2008-08-22T20:33:00.004+08:00

Wasted the day,Time is fading away.fuck.Slept the day away! Came home after lunch with Zelia,started reading a tad bit.Sofa+Pillow+book+dog= SLEEP.My dog and i slept the whole afternoon away.i feel terrible now.like i haven't studied.its the "bound to fail" feeling.It was the start of prelims today.English paper.i hope i did alright.my writing style did screw up at some point.WOOSPY.Hope that

2008-08-20T19:53:00.002+08:00

PHOTO MADNESS~went out as a family not long ago =Dlast sunday?after tuition.butt~ Huimin accompained me from 5-6 (@ macs) while waiting for my mom,we had wanted to do some lit. BUT....WELLL, it IS HUIMIN AND EUGE, so the natual assumption would be "STUDY? WHUT STUDY?"And yes. that is right.ate, drank hot latte, and chatted =Dhaha the MaCafe lady has started to remember my face XDshe asked me if i

2008-08-14T17:40:00.004+08:00

OLYMPICS is the most wonderful thing that has happened to MAN!Isn't Kohei Uchimura the CUTEST GYMNASTIST EVER!?Ahem. Japanese athelethes ARE SO CUTE.THANK YOU OLYMPICS!!!!UCHIMURA KOHEI. 19 and AWESOME.YEA MANNNN!!!!Pardon the bad quality pics, TV and phone you see. D= HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEESHAN, HUIMIN~!!!got a 5 and a pass. GOTTA TRY AGAIN!!!!! I want to be the only shoulder you cry on.i want to be

2008-08-11T18:28:00.004+08:00

Dinner. Thanks for dinner daddy!My father cooked dinner last night~~~!!! IT WAS AWESOME.Absolutely DELICIOUS. didn't realize that a man who puts TUNA in meesua would cook such wonderful dishes!!no words can express its AWESOMENESS! Some wine to go with dinner~TODAY is study study study day~!!!though i felt that i didn't do much.shitttt... and prelims are edging nearer everyday.FUCK.....LOOKING

2008-08-10T01:52:00.003+08:00

Japan lost!!!BOOO (;__;)i had wanted them to win so badly!Dad came home sometime a little after half time. We both were cheering for japan.but it was a good game. yes it was.And japan did their best!! (their goalkeeper was EXTREME!)WELL GOODNIGHT.STUDY STARTING TOMORROW~!(MAYA WATCHED ROMEO + JUILET!!!!!!!)

2008-08-10T00:48:00.003+08:00

Half time.USA to JAPAN.1 : 0BUT I TRULY BELIEVE THAT JAPAN CAN DO IT!i mean look at their speed!!!( i bet aiji is rooting for them too =D )they should just let miyavi play.with his looks, no one would suspect him for a man =Dtoo pretty.WAY too pretty. PLUS his soccer skills!!OH WELL~VIVA JAPAN~Behind closed doors: Toy Boys.Do i qualify? To be of your service?

2008-08-10T00:17:00.003+08:00

The olympics women's soccer = heart attackCan't believe i'm saying this, but. i'm watchung soccer nao.its giving me a heart attack.Ladies' soccer, olympicsUSA vs JAPAN.guess who i'm rooting for XDThough they have ZERO BALL CONTROLL.and have the tendency of kicking the ball a tad too hard.esp during their long dist passes.and their NO DIRECTION PASSES.Their goal keeper is GREAT.and they are

2008-08-08T21:41:00.003+08:00

Like a hangover. Headaches and nausea.Feeling really bad now. Headache, and the endrousing feeling of the need to puke.Must have been the bus ride, there was the overedusing smell of so many different people, four different kinds of sweet smelling perfume, and different body odours. Sick.Well, the motion sickness adds onto everything D=BUT~! WE WENT OUT AS A CLQUE! (is super happy nao) all seven

2008-08-07T22:57:00.004+08:00

Can you really love someone,Without hurting another?The dance atop table desks.Played Sengoku Musho today. With my business partner. My darling Sasaki Kojiro is now a beautiful lvl27. Love him and his lipstick. "You shall die a beautiful death." finally played it though! after so long~! Huimin lvled uo Chosokabe~!She must be happy~ He got a good weapon too. But after fun and games, comes

2008-08-06T21:12:00.006+08:00

Befalling beauty. Not mine, but yours. HEY EVERYONE! Got caught for my hair by Liang and Tang (= A=) totally deserve it though. It was so totally spiked up. SOOOO i got a NEW hairstyle planned for tomorrow~! LOOK OUT FOR IT~!GOAH! My hairstyle changes EVERYWEEK!?!?! (O AO)!!!Stayed back for art today, finished FOUR FLOWERS.ONLY FOUR EFFING FLOWERS!Just tell me, HOW SLOW CAN I BE?!?!?! But you